I can totally relate to how Holly Kennedy feels. After watching P.S. I Love You for the 5th time, i must say this is one of my favourite movie. I like romance, tear-jerking, lovey dovey kind of films. Shall start a movie marathon tomorrow since i've got nothing to do. Or maybe i should date my younger sister out for shopping or something. I'm so broke anyway.

I realise that drinking or partying doesnt help to carry my problems away. I’m really sick of it and cabbing made me wanna quit even more. So I am going to stop partying (except for really special events) and as for drinking, i shall think twice about it. To prove this, i’m going to start by not going for Benny Benassi’s set this weekend.

Well school had started and it seemed like projects are piling up. This is only week 3. I'm doing Entrepreneurship project in the discussion room now, only to hope that some innovative ideas will come into my mind like idea 1. Idea 1 wasnt feasible at all (at least it is, to me). I quite like this idea since i came up with it and i'm pretty confident that it's do-able. We need experts and professionals. At the mean time, my group and i shall brainstorm. We are taking a break now, they are having tea break and i'm sitting alone outside the room because they only have 4 power points inside. 3 of them are occupied permanently with battery-less laptops and the last one with a low-battery laptop. So there are 5 of us here.

We have kinda finalised the idea already. Hope we'll have fun!

Internet got eyes, actually i cannot blog much here.

I had one of the most memorable birthday celebrations ever. Especially with the people around me. I love you guys a lot. Especially you Chels.

I'm going to a pub with my friends and i'm penniless. I asked my mom for money and she only gave me 50. Very nice mom, very nice. I asked my dad for 800 and he didnt reply my text. Very nice dad, i guess i'm getting the same amount this year and my sis gets half a Chanel clutch. Seriously.

1. Blogger 1 has been awesome but i cant say whatever i want. Danger Stranger, So long.. I will be back whenever i want to.
2. Livejournal has been okay, thats where i let things out but i might visit anytime. Goodbye.
3. Blogger 2 has been forgotten............ Goodbye.
4. I've somewhat moved. Hello, somewhere else!

I thought it is supposed to be raining season now...................................................

Then it comes back to Monday again. How boring really. Life is really like a cycle. Why cant it be anything new? Like Hexagon, or name Monday "Bonday" or something. Let others think that it is a brand new day other than Monday or Tuesday or any other day of the week. How uninteresting. Monday. Pfft.

Tumblr so confusing

Hola I'm at my mom's office now.. Slogging my ass off but there's someone here making a delivery so I can waste some time.. Just filed the product lists into the file and a salesman is here, awesome.. Waste more time. But I need to sweep the floor later, it's really super messy because I like throwing the plastics packaging around. I had breakfast. Sausage mcmuffin. Yum. Ok I just signed some unknown document from the salesman.

I was at ikea tampines the other day with mommy. I love that place. It's huge, even bigger than the one at queenstown. I had meatball pasta for dinner and was amazed by the system. My first time there and dining at the bistro by the way. So we were looking at furnitures and I was thinking that I should design my room, choose and arrange the furnitures when we move out or something. I saw this breakfast-in-bed tray which I want to get so much but my mom was being an anal, saying that it's for lazy people. I am lazy.. But she refused to buy and I will get it one day. In the end we left with 2 drawers (one for my shoes but apparently it wasn't enough and the other for my mom), a shelf and 2 photo frames (for the photo from the ball).

The weather's fucked up these few days. I've been perspiring and always thinking of bathing.. How unlike of me since I don't perspire much and I hate bathing. Not that I don't bathe but I find it a waste of time.

Just photocopied that document, now I'm waiting for the salesman to leave so that my mom can continue what she was saying to me about shalene and I need to go for counselling.. Crazy much? I'm as sane as the mee hoon kuey Oliver ate.

Monday you can fall apart
Tuesday, Wednesday break my heart
Thursday doesn't even start
It's Friday, I'm in love

Saturday, wait
Sunday always comes too late
But Friday never hesitates

Anal. Its Monday. Cant. Wait. For. The. Weekends.

I am so not looking forward to my birthday. I dont feel the excitement, knowing that not everybody will be there, those who are close to my heart. I used to love my birthday. Because of the joy of receiving presents. Now that the presents are no longer necessary, i dont know why should i be looking forward to. I remembered the best birthday present i ever got was the company of my secondary school girls and especially the gift, they painstakingly made, or rather, spent some of their time, writing me letters and developing photos, stickers and they actually remembered what i liked and whats not. It wasnt complete, almost there but i love it anyway. Like the present i got almost 8 months late, i loved it too.

I think it'll be like any normal day this year. Its a Wednesday.

I cant sleep..

Things are falling back into their places now.

Now that my visions are clearer, everything is making sense, my mind is thinking straight, or at least i am thinking. Chances were there, just waiting for the initiation. I am girl, not a boyfriend.

"How bout this one? With all the pretty hearts on the front, I think I know where this ones going. Yup 'Happy Valentines Day sweetheart, I love you.' Isn’t that sweet? Ain’t love grand? This is exactly what I’m talking about. What does that even mean, love? Do you know? Do you? Anybody? If somebody gave me this card Mr. Vance, I’d eat it. It’s these cards, and the movies and the pop songs, they’re to blame for all the lies and the heartache, everything. We’re responsible. I’m responsible. I think we do a bad thing here. People should be able to say how they feel, how they really feel, not ya know, some words that some stranger put in their mouth. Words like love, that don’t mean anything. Sorry, I’m sorry, I um, I quit. There’s enough bullshit in the world without my help.”



I quit, I'm washing my hands off you.

I'm sorting everything neatly into the shelves of my head.

Nobody said it was easy.
No one ever said it would be this hard.



Taylor: "Ryan, are you awake?"
Ryan: "Hi"
Taylor: "Hi"
Ryan: "I just had the weirdest dream.. And you were in it i think"
Taylor: "Its so funny, i think you were in my dream too.. Cant remember what it was though"
Ryan: "Me neither"
Ryan: "Well i'm glad you're here"

Speak no evil.

500 Days of Summer

Twitter and somewhere forgotten for therapy.

Seth: "Careful lady, my girlfriend is going to be here any moment"
Summer: "Shut up Cohen"
Seth: "Hey u just punched me"
Seth: "My baby is back"

Yeah just got reminded that i was supposed to take my bike license at the end of the year.. Too.

Day without Jen..

I called u, asking if u were working.. And u asked why would i even wanna go there. I said the lamb is nice and u asked how much is it. I replied 40ish. I asked if u r going Mstrkrft. U said no because u r at home doing project. I started whining and tried to persuade u to go. U replied on msn instead saying.. Seems like both of us cant seem to (something).. Then i avoided it by saying, ok i gotta go shower bye.

And u never called me back in my dream.

I'm surfing the net on my itouch through wireless@sg.. After a long morning, I finally have some time to nua. I couldn't sleep last night but I eventually did. Supposedly to meet kx for supper when I'm home but I didn't because of some personal issues and I've yet to text him so that I could apologize for not picking up his calls. I've thought about it over, and this is final.. I think this is what they call it. Karma.

So far, things are ok.

I shall write more soon.. Supposedly today but had an impromptu mahjong session. I need to sleep.. Waking up early for work. Insufficient sleep is causing me headaches but i still love every morning. But i know all good things come to an end..

I'm starting on my new job, for one full month excluding the weekends which means i'm working for only 22 days. I should be happy right? Or not.. I cant decide. Let see if i will be happy working with my mom. I got this feeling she will give me hell. What if she decides to nag to me everyday about family issues? I think i'd go insane. I shall find a part time during the last week of the holiday. I still wanna work at the Bistro since the rest are there now and i think they should be hiring by then. I need to go to sleep asap. I'm waking up n about 4 more hours. Gute Nacht.

Later, i shall wake up to a beautiful morning, with sun rays shining through my mom's handmade curtains and the sounds of the morning birds. Contemplating to get pancakes with sausage.. Craving for pancakes now. I'll think about that in the morning since its going to cost me almost 10 bucks for a set to get the delivery guy to send it over..

Its raining heavily now. Hate rainy days because they remind me of the sticky-ness you'll get after the rain and it dampens my mood. How upsetting. Hated it but on the controversy, its good that its raining at this hour so i can get a good night rest. Fingers crossed, that it will not rain in the morning. I'm really tired but i'm fighting slumber. I have no idea what is keeping me up. I refuse to sleep early because i thought its a waste of my time. By getting up late is also a waste of time, especially when i'm intending to stay home. Perhaps i should do something productive.. Starting from another 6 or maybe 8 hours later.. Since i was supposed to pack the rest of my room but i shall leave that for the later part of the day, after i come back from school or the heartland. I need to go check out some tapes or boards to put up the photos.

Seems like the raining is stopping anytime soon. I hope to hear my phone ring in approximately 1.5 hours time.